I have been remiss in all my blogging duties lately. I’ve been working on a story for print publication. That’s not to say my web stuff is less polished. With print there’s more competition, so I really have to bust my ass. Sadly, my play time has been limited. Please take no offense. Also keep in mind I am in a polyamorous relationship. I am seeking out a “Beta” Mate. Possibly a few play partners too, if it can be agreed upon by all triad members.
I have manged time with Datenchi. However we usually end up analyzing me. I sometimes wonder if he enjoys the endless questions and the barely whispered answers. It is a kind of slow sensual torture. Instead of making me bare my flesh he’s making me bare my soul.
It’s erotic. Yet, not sexual.
Mr. H is the same way, I’ve told him things I thought I would never tell anyone. He’s different. He makes me do it with a smile. He lets me lay nude in his bed, yet hardly touches me. It’s maddening, in that good way. He’s on vacation and I don’t think I’ll make it unscathed until He returns. My heart and finger have been broken in His absence.
Although tomorrow promises to be a better day. An old Friend wishes to get reacquainted. I am not unexcited about this at all.