It has been some time since I’ve posted. I’m beginning to wonder if it’s possible to love and serve. I like it when I do both. My years in the BDSM has shown me the two are not mutually exclusive. You can have one without the other. I love with a man who can not be mine fully, I’m okay with that. As long as I can be His.
For now.
I’m searching.
Hoping to find someone who feeds my urge.
The question I have is much: Can you love, deeply. Yet never fuck. If you can, is it possible to fuck and not love?
Or even like?
Is there someone you don’t like until their naked? I feel like I’m that girl, for a few people, I’ve had in my life.
Right now, while I’m looking for a long term kink Partner, I’m having a hell of good time playing.
The Virus is my love.
I enjoy the infection. I love The Doctor. He’s making the fever worse. He knows every little inch of me. He remembers things from when we first met. It’d be heart warming if he didn’t push. I love being pushed. Little did I know, the test of my submission would give Jak a rise. Yes, Jak could fuck me because The Doctor wanted to watch it on video.
All I could think about was the scalpel that I wanted pressed into my skin.
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At a friend’s insistence I explored phone sex with Mr. H. It wasn’t Mr. H. He however is getting some fiercely good orgasms. My pussy is tight and wet, just thinking about Him. I want to fuck other women with Him to taste another woman’s cunt as I lick His shaft. Hopefully we’ll be able to arrange another playdate soon.