It’s been awhile. For that I’m sorry, again. I’ve been writing Erotica and trying to work. I must remember to actually log in to NiteFlirt.com. I’m so scatterbrained sometimes. Especially when my sexual desire takes over, I’m a very naughty girl.
Kittyslut might have gotten too eager. I have this ability to believe in the basic decency of man every time.Time will tell if I’m wrong yet again. I’ve got special feelings for a client, I hope it grows into something. Then again, that ability is what people love about me so, I wouldn’t trade it.
Not for anything.
Over the last week, I’ve been exploring my feelings. That drives me nuts I should never do it. I should really make a mental note of that. Do not explore feelings or thoughts, unless in a padded cell already.
For me, once I love someone I never really stop. It just changes form. It’s why Pritkin is still important to me. Even after all I’ve felt because of him. He’s ripped me apart, sometimes he’d be kind enough to rebuild. This time he did it, I don’t think he can rebuild me. There’s only one way to to do it, and he’s not doing it.
An old ex, who will never get a name, told me I was insane. This after all my kindness and hand holding, but fuck it. Jak pointed out insane girls are down to fuck. If I am one thing I am down to fuck. The ex never understood that. Whomever I pick as my Partner must know that.
My hunger grows.
Who’s going to feed me next?