I’m thinking about making this blog totally free, but also totally text except for HNT. I’m moving all of my hypnosis mp3s over here. A new friend is helping me make a new pix site. I think perhaps doing freebies ARE the best way for me right now. I’m playing with format and seeing what actually works for me.
The $60 membership fee will now just be for .69/min phone line and videos! Sorry 
Perhaps in beginning this blog. I did not explain myself clearly enough. I am married but in a polyamourous type of relationship. Because while my husband understands my need for BDSM he himself doesn’t wish to participate. He does not mind me having play partners. However he would like me to choose one Dominant to be collared to. This is simply so he knows my Owner will cherish me as much as my husband.
I am very picky. Indeed. There’s only two subs on my list, and I’m allowed more because they will not engage in hurting me. The one I choose must realize that I am what I am and I will be his (to what extent shall be decided later by us)
I would like him to be part of my “family” but depending on his wishes he may not wish to hang out and watch movies and do normal boyfriend things. He may never see my daughter and that’s okay. As long as he gives me my basic needs.
My thoughts as of late drift to one man saying two words. “little one” normally I hate these words. Uttered by anyone else and I’d gladly remove their head. However when he says it I get all warm and fuzzy. I’m really hoping I get to see him at my release party.
I’m planning on it so there’s no last minute razor burn or last minute rushing about.
Wish me luck!