Time for a substantial entry, no more filler. Although the contest was fun. I enjoy watching men try to curry my favor. (or do I like it when men make me curry? I can never remember) I’m taking this time to reflect on what I was, what I am, and what I can become.
I’m working on getting this site closer to how I envision it. I’m realizing it is a bigger undertaking then previously thought, and I might need help. I do however make this vow. There will be more photo posts, more video and more panty selling. (Okay, I might be addicted to that.) There will be more Geisha Speak coming too!
Just you wait, I promise it can only get better.
Part of the reason I’ve been so lacking lately is the deaths I’ve had to deal with. Also I’m over in London, doing some of this soul searching. I’m also here catching up with old friends I haven’t seen since 2001.
It’s been a blast.
Since I’ve been here I’ve really had the point driven home. I don’t care enough about myself. Which is why my phone sex hasn’t been very fun for me anymore. Also, I’m opening myself back up to the idea of having personal submissive & cash whores again.
You only live once and i’m enjoying this go around, Damnit. I’m taking this week to refocus and redeclare my Geisha-Brat-Goddessness. I’m becoming a new girl. This trip is doing me very much good. I can’t believe I was so hesitant to take this trip.
Paulo has been my friend since high school and he reminded me high school me would’ve never let herself get so stressed out and so overworked. She would employ and design team and focus on the fun of doing porn…so that’s what I’m doing. So, stay tuned!
Ah, Paulo..
What can you say about a man who just 24 hours ago had me bent over his desk taking a spanking for letting my idea of the perfect life turn into a nightmare?
Divinity.
Paulo is a sex god. Quite literarily.It’s been like this for weeks. Naughty game after naughty game.
He came with my step father’s driver to pick me. We sat in the back of the car. The tinted window up. Paulo knows me, he unzips. Wordlessly. His cock is blissfully hard. He pulls me close in one armed hug, my hand squeezes his cock. He groans, helping my body down guiding my mouth to his cock. I suck slowly the feeling we might get in trouble washes over me. I feel his fingers rubbing through the panties I now ALWAYS wear to remind myself of The Comedian.
He swirls his fingers against my pussy through the fabric. Obviously annoyed. My mouth works harder to please him.
…and just as we’re pulling up the drive. Paulo lets me swallow his sweet cum.
What have you been doing?