From Seattle With Love

I’m in Seattle. Visiting Jak’s family, so they are annoying the hell out of me. It almost feels like his mother is TRYING to piss me off. Canary is the only thing making it worth this, and I have three days left. So, this is my travelogue I guess. Babykat will be starting a blog, you’ll get to see HER side of things. Carys and I will also be adding extra awesome to the site.
Expect great things from me coming this year I’ve said it before I’ll say it again. Awesome is coming to TDG.com!! Just have to wait a bit. I’m also coming back to NiteFlirt, “full time” so to speak. MP3s will be recorded monthly. New and interesting erotic hypnosis. Trust me, you’ve not seen MP3s like mine. Now, I’m taking to an even higher level.
I do phone sex to amuse myself, it’s just great that you all find my work great. So, I plan to amuse myself highly at your expense of course.
Today we visited downtown Seattle with Jak’s friend Joe A.I. and Jak’s sister and Canary. It was terribly fun. Even with not using Joe A.I. like I’d like to. Of course the subject of moving came up. I’m seriously considering it. Even though I’d miss BB. I’m gonna give a bit, to even see if a relationship is possible. I’m starting to like BB more. I of course fear him not loving me.

This is what I’ve been programed for. Its not him, it’s me and my fear. I adore people, and I think they end up leaving me because I expect to. Thanks mum! If she and her endless tirades hadn’t made me feel worthless growing up, the leaving me every few months didn’t help.

Somehow, I have faith in BB. Just, me. I get scared. I need reassurance. I need someone to talk to.