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I’ve been neglecting my blog and my poor Niteflirt boys. I do feel bad but, I have got some Summer fun times planned. I live for Summer, even though I don’t particularly like the hot weather. I do love the sudden storms. Although I love October most!

I’m on a slut break. Ume and I are both very busy right now. He’s said I can date others but I’d rather not. In all honesty, I love him. You don’t walk away from that. Granted I’m not on my widow’s watch waiting alone for him but I’m still Ume’s girl. Plus my own “career” is heating up!! I’d much rather work on my projects and do something with my art.

I’m excited about recent developments. I’ve been going back to my punk roots and my witchy upbringing. I’ve been reading tarot during my days and I’m looking into branching out into more of a sexual/spiritual thing. It may not make sense to you right now but perhaps in the future. I feel more grounded. I’m walking my own path. Sexual witch, evil hypnotist. My path may not be traditional but, its really fun!

My family is full of witches and Shinto priestesses. That’s not exactly normal mind you but, I think my pornographic twist and spiritual spin art makes it my own!

Nothing about me is average. Not even in terms of BDSM, I’m a Princess but, I’m quirkier than most.
I guess.

I’m just me I don’t live up to norms and standards, that’s a lesson A LOT of submissives learn the hard way. I’m not here for money, I’m here to teach and train. Although I do love wishlist presents! Send one if you love me!

See you when the Harpy goes home!

This is what I’ve been programed for. Its not him, it’s me and my fear. I adore people, and I think they end up leaving me because I expect to. Thanks mum! If she and her endless tirades hadn’t made me feel worthless growing up, the leaving me every few months didn’t help.

Somehow, I have faith in BB. Just, me. I get scared. I need reassurance. I need someone to talk to.

I miss The Comedian but, I won’t ever tell him that. It hurts too much. Lives get in the way and little one gets forgotten for now. I’m okay, I really understand love is love.

Now, on to the the make my legs weak part. Nightwing makes me feel intoxicated. The way we play off each other is extraordinary. Even just thinking about him makes me wet. I played with him last night and I couldn’t help myself. I had to make him gasp in pain for me. I had to tug at him, make him ache.

For me and me alone.

Jak is mine and Nightwing is mine I’m entitled to these things. My version of the Orange Lantern oath. Just call me Agent Kittyslut.

I’m good at what I do, If you haven’t tried me. You are missing out. For me phone sex is my dream job. I enjoy “leasing” submissives.

But, it so bad I actually want Nightwing, like long term ownership?

Mine.

Of course I’ll share but, I want to be selfish and have “dibs” I kind of hate feeling that way but, I do. He appeals to me and the extra dirty but good part? We could make our relationship kind of profitable. We’ve discussed doing a podcast and couples calls on Niteflirt. But, I must not get too far a head. I should wait and see if we can actually “get together”

Although, it’d be fun.

To play like we did last night, for other people and make some money while doing it? Bonus! I’d trust him to actually hypnotize me even. He’s peeling away my layers, getting close but, I’m not scared…